As the title says.....

For those of you gais who have never met me but know me as an online wackadoo in Singapore, I DO NOT look MOE, cute and smiley as despicted un my arts, lemee clear something up.I LOOK Frown-ey and grumpy even on my happiest of days mostly, even if I'm in great peace and am about to ascend to another spiritual awakening, I'll prolly look like I'm in great turmoil.

I'm sensitive to others moods, if one person in my class is sad, even one, heck , if someone is in a filthsome mood on the bus, I'll most likely sooner be in a sour mood LIKE ARTHUR from APH even if I'd started the day, bright and optimistic as Italy from APH and be paranoid for the rest of the day and cynical.

Yep. I'm pretty weird like that. That, and the fact I tend to look seriously, seriously fierce apparently when I space out. People in all my long years since I entered dear old primary school that I look forbidding....Wait, that's too nice. Scary, that's it.Like I'm about to bite someone's head off.

Heck, even one of my classmates looked disturbed once when I was spacing out and asked if I was mad or what was UP with me? When I was thinking of drawing fluffy kittens and cute little puppies once I reached home on the mrt. DDDDD:

...Thank you, Vivian, I really love you as a friend, I do. But that does a heap for my confidence, really.

I DUN WAAAANNNNNA DIS FACE YANOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWW ~! TT___TT

Why can't my face look MOE Moe KYUTE as least?! I'm an average MOE, seriously, I spazz over cute animals, I love stuffed toys and japanese cute fashion like any other girl and love dressing up 'adorable'.Why can't my mug reflect it, daaaamnit?! D:

Maybe I look too fierce. I can't help it, it was my best defense against bullies in my primary school, before they relized I was a big softy anyway and had snakes shoved down my shirt and tables shoved against my breasts anyway.So...It just kinda grew on me??? Uu


Er ha ha .....*Facepalms*

.... Is that why people stare as me half the time? GAWF, My body looks like a MOE, my actions s'might be MOE, but my face AIN'T MOEEEEE!

*Cries*

I'm SO cosplaying as HRE, if I ever find the money,I'll make the WORST chibi-ITA evar, you can safely say goodbye to ya MOE.

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IDK, I also think this is the monthly peroid which makes me sad, emo and annggggsty and overly-sensitive speaking but while I do love eveyone, yes, everyone in this class, ((you guys know who you are, if you have the time to read this)) and I know that everyone has bad days, it's just that, I dunno...

Do, you guys find me a bit clingy or weird at times? Okay, clingy part I can tell. D: It's the period and boobs and female hormones speaking!

The weird bit? Eh, I'm not staring at your pretty face, guy or girl, I find my computer far more attractive, even if you are that cosplayer god, Kaname....You can throw a box at me later, Zijing , Vivi, Kitty Min.I sadly find my computer cutest and the best boyfriend evar, so pheh.I'm just spacing out, tuned out in my happy place I go to when I'm inspired or feeling lonesome or ignored.I am very talkative and would love to talk, talk about how pretty the clouds are, how shiney the trees are, the way the green glints in the golden sunlight filtering through and the cooling breeze, how pretty I wish to be like that person and maybe spazz over your outfit...If I have the guts.

Even if your anger is not directed at me, I will feel sad, cause the vibes affect my rhythmn.I do NOT like bad vibes and will stay away till the coast is still or I'll be grumpy for no odd reason and will feel worst when everyone looks funny.

....Gawd, my period this round is bad.*wallows in self-pity*. My blood spurts out whenever I laugh or move...Thank you Hakaba no Kitaro and Umineko for the gore ... Don't remind me of the Undead Teletubbies, thank you.